Haha it really is so difficult and i do battle. But i know it's for the best. And if i didn't have the vape i probably wouldn't be able to to quit cold turkey. I actually loved smoking and didn't want to quit but it had to be done .
I fought exactly the same battle. Had to fold & get a vape because of 'peer pressure'. [ Read the wife said she would kill me if I don't ]
Now she complains about my vaping...